ponder knowledge fruit
by Lauren D'Auria

Jesus your name is on repeat in my head
I'm having trouble not stumbling
over my inadequate knowledge of my knowledge of your face
i spend my time pondering your ways
and my mind is left unfruitful
because your fruit isn't of this earth
i struggle to grasp what you do speak
so let my spirit receive that which i miss
in one ear out the other
caught by my inner man
the game continues.
up all night in the shadow of your fiery eyes i lay
conscious or unconscious
teach to pray without cease
Lord come and enjoy me
Jesus you are my first love
continue to remind me of
your hand in my hand
Im secure with you Lord
how much closer can i come?