reality is setting in...im goin to college...i duno if i really want to. im scared, confused, and i dont know if i want to step into responsibility yet. things will never be the same. everything is changing. i was excited...but now that i am actually thinking bout it im not excited really at all....kind of..b/c i want to see what the Lord is going to do. im not a little kid anymore...i dont want to be grown up...Jesus hold me close..please